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Is it? by Mysteltain08 Is it? by Mysteltain08
I'll always remember the first time we've met, we became close. You used to be a friend who I can count on, someone who I can open up to without the need of judging and doubting. Now you've become distant, I've had my times of doubt. I now become hesitant talking to you. I had to ask myself "What if? Can I? Should I? Will it be alright?". I miss those times when we talk and I never had those thoughts and be confident being myself. Now you only talk to me when you don't have anyone else, as if I'm a back up, a filler of your empty space.

Now I think... The person I met, used to be with, the one I missed. That kind, gentle person, or as I sometimes refer to as a lamb. Was that really who you are? Or were you just pretending all along?

Your mask, it looks so real.


A product of depression..
Don't ask who that fucking person is.

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mawgly79 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awesome!
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Mysteltain08 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks.
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mawgly79 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome!:) (Smile) 
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Ebrius-ART Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Hobbyist
Very cool!
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Mysteltain08 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you.
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ThaliaAnderson Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012
:( *hugs* On the plus side, the way you've turned pain into such a beautiful work is astounding, and it's so nice that you found a creative outlet for it. On the other hand, while I love the piece, I wish it didn't exist because then you wouldn't be sad. :(

I hope you're feeling better now, sweetie. Love you lots. :heart:
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Mysteltain08 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Honestly, I'm happy it exists because if I've never drawn that picture then the negative feelings would've piled up which would lead me to exploding.
I'm feeling a bit better, though the feeling comes in from time to time, especially when something triggers it, like people, pet peeves, dA's front page (lol) etc.
I love you too Thalia, I'm happy you care. :> /hugs
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ThaliaAnderson Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012
Oh yes, definitely. I meant that I wish you didn't have the feelings at all so you wouldn't have to let them out. :heart:

I know how you feel, about the triggering. *hugs* Things like that...they're hard to deal with. I was hurt by someone I loved, and two and a half years later, I'm still trying to get over it. Let me know if you ever need to talk, okay? I'm always here for you. :3

And Merry Christmas! :heart:
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Mysteltain08 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Me too. It's all currently ups and downs. But whatever may happen, it makes me stronger and wiser at least. So I'm a bit frustrated yet thankful. Pretty much having mixed emotions.

I know you understand me. We're facing this. It's actually more painful than breaking up in a relationship, since friendship is a deeper bond. Of course. :heart:

Merry Christmas to you too. :>
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ThaliaAnderson Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
You'll come out stronger; I hope that thought helps with the rough times. <3

I've never been in a romantic relationship, but I agree with you. Friends share so much more, and you usually go through so much together. And when they hurt you...well, it hurts.

Feel better. :3 Love you again!
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