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Watercolor on Maruman Claude Monet Pad
Just had to draw familiars.
Flowers are:
Asphodel - Regrets
Aconitum / Wolf's bane - Misanthropy
Bird's-foot-trefoil - Revenge
I'm only human. I have my flaws and I'm fully aware of them, you need not point it out and laugh at it. Truth is, I never loved myself, self acceptance is a challenge. The idea of telling myself that I'm a beautiful human being disgusts me. I'm tired of being flawed and looked down on by both myself and the majority, of being envious of some people who are loved and appreciated, who the majority thinks is beautiful. I'm tired of being bullied, and being ridiculed. I'm tired of being told that I've made a bad decision to fight for myself. </i>
All of this is not helping, it feels like parts of me are dying, to start off, my optimism is dead. I have very little self confidence left in me, my hopes are slowly dying to a point that I just can't see why should I still keep on going. But sometimes, I still try hard to remind myself of what's important and try to go on in life to see if it gets any better.
I so badly want to fight back. I regret not ever fighting back when some people actually deserve a taste of their own crap. You may say that a demon is telling me all these things and giving me the will to fight back, but have you ever thought that maybe it's a self respecting human being within me, like everyone else has in them?
I'm sick of your opinions, shove it up your ass, you have no right to control me.
--/--/--
"I’m going to tell you what a demon once told me: It is okay to want your own happiness. It’s okay to care about yourself the most. It’s okay to do what’s healthy for YOU. When someone hits you, it’s okay to hit back and then ask them what the hell they expected. It’s okay. You are not obligated to sit there and smile and swallow every bit of shit everyone heaps on you. You are more than furniture, you’re more than window dressing, you’re not their shiny toy. You’re human, and you have the right to say 'That was shitty of you.' You have a right to say 'Let me feed that back to you; tell me, how does it taste?' You have a right to protest your own mistreatment and set boundaries for respectful interactions. The rest of the world doesn’t realize you have this right, and they will act offended and appalled when you exercise it, but it is yours." —Sonneillon V.
Watercolor on Maruman Claude Monet Pad
Just had to draw familiars.
Flowers are:
Asphodel - Regrets
Aconitum / Wolf's bane - Misanthropy
Bird's-foot-trefoil - Revenge
I'm only human. I have my flaws and I'm fully aware of them, you need not point it out and laugh at it. Truth is, I never loved myself, self acceptance is a challenge. The idea of telling myself that I'm a beautiful human being disgusts me. I'm tired of being flawed and looked down on by both myself and the majority, of being envious of some people who are loved and appreciated, who the majority thinks is beautiful. I'm tired of being bullied, and being ridiculed. I'm tired of being told that I've made a bad decision to fight for myself. </i>
All of this is not helping, it feels like parts of me are dying, to start off, my optimism is dead. I have very little self confidence left in me, my hopes are slowly dying to a point that I just can't see why should I still keep on going. But sometimes, I still try hard to remind myself of what's important and try to go on in life to see if it gets any better.
I so badly want to fight back. I regret not ever fighting back when some people actually deserve a taste of their own crap. You may say that a demon is telling me all these things and giving me the will to fight back, but have you ever thought that maybe it's a self respecting human being within me, like everyone else has in them?
I'm sick of your opinions, shove it up your ass, you have no right to control me.
--/--/--
"I’m going to tell you what a demon once told me: It is okay to want your own happiness. It’s okay to care about yourself the most. It’s okay to do what’s healthy for YOU. When someone hits you, it’s okay to hit back and then ask them what the hell they expected. It’s okay. You are not obligated to sit there and smile and swallow every bit of shit everyone heaps on you. You are more than furniture, you’re more than window dressing, you’re not their shiny toy. You’re human, and you have the right to say 'That was shitty of you.' You have a right to say 'Let me feed that back to you; tell me, how does it taste?' You have a right to protest your own mistreatment and set boundaries for respectful interactions. The rest of the world doesn’t realize you have this right, and they will act offended and appalled when you exercise it, but it is yours." —Sonneillon V.
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Best of February 2015Happy March!
It has been another fine month for viewing the many wonderful watercolor paintings submitted to our galleries. I hope you enjoy seeing what we've chosen as the best of the month at watercolorists. Deciding on just ten is always difficult and all the more so near the end when one favorite must give way to another equally good. Here they are:
Kseniya by yushnikova
Beautiful lighting and her intense gaze serve to make this a portrait worthy of another look. High contrast, harmonious colors and tender brushwork are all admirable.
Wet Sand by MichaelHocking
The muted colors and soft shoreline silhouettes make a magical combination. This balanced composition has a quiet, thoughtful feel.
Red Riding Hood by PowermadMistress
Using a very narrow palette the artist has created an elegant and dramatic image that perfectly encapsulates the terror inherent in this favorite Brothers Grimm tale.
Demons by :devM
congrats on being chosen as one of only ten Best of February 2015
entries accepted into watercolorists 
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